10.10.68
Dear Mum
(the 10th), got another one of your big letters yesterday, and an
a/gram the day before, and along with the latter, a letter (!) from C[harles].
Spain, telling me that they’d taken up a collection for me at the A.G.M. of the
[Dunedin] Opera Co and that they've credited me with £8-8-7,
which seems an awful lot now! I can’t make out though
whether they've forwarded the cash to my BNZ a/c here or at
home. Since he says it’s sterling, I thought perhaps he’s managed to send
it to the UK, and I’ll check sometime with the Bank and see. If he has
that would be great.
How’s Auntie Annie? [
One of my great aunts in Dunedin.] I was
rather distressed to hear that she’s now on a downhill path – however happy
she may
be, I’ve hated to see the aunts sort of one-by-one vanishing. And Tess
would be so lonely, too. [
Tess and Anne had lived together as spinster
sisters for all their lives, after fiancés were killed in the Great War.]
Re Confession, I’m going tomorrow – and I hadn’t forgotten...! It’s
taken rather a while to find out even when they have it. I’m going out to
the Crowls again on the weekend. I feel a bit guilty – up to a certain
point – because I rang them the day after they got back, and though Reg was
going to write and invite me again that day, I hope they didn’t
think I was hinting, or anything. But truth to tell I’ve got very
attached to them (apart from the fact that they’re so generous and
I really felt like talking to them again.
Michael came back too last weekend, and called at the flat (may as well
call it that) with Kate while I was out, on Saturday. However he left a
note to ring him, and he and I went out, after our various occupations, on
Monday night, and saw a new version (and a not over wonderful one) of The
Beggars Opera. Apart from a darn good comedienne and some interesting,
and very modern orchestration – curious combination of
piano-celesta-harpsichord with a load of percussion, a bass fiddle, a clarinet,
a horn and bassoon! Mike got a year at the Immigration – so he’ll be here
at least that much longer!
I should have written to Kingsley before he left and made some more
definite arrangements about meeting him, but it wasn’t until mail started
arriving here for him that I realised he was nearly coming. Actually the
mail must have been sent before he left, which seems a bit curious,
but....! Anyway, I’ll definitely leave some message at the OVC when he
does arrive – I can’t even tell him now how to get to London from the airport
and thence to the OVC, but he’s got more self-assurance than I, so he’ll find
it, no doubt.
SISTER ST ANNE!!! Isn’t that fantastic – it’s rather strangely like a lot
of other odds and ends in the coincidence line that have cropped up since I
arrived, and which seem to make me feel as tho I’ve done the right thing. [
No
idea what the coincidence was, but Sister St Anne had been my first music
teacher, and I just loved her. She was still teaching music up until a few
years ago, and had hardly changed a jot.] EG, the first concert I attended
included the Mozart Piano Concerto we worked on in the first Music School [
in
Dunedin], and the Bach P.C. [
?] of the next year turned up on the
radio one morning, then there’s been the number of NZers I met in the first
week, the fact that
Albert Herring figures so prominently in
the programme for the Centre, etc. [
I had been one of the two repetiteurs
for the NZ Opera Co’s production of Albert Herring a year or so before this.]
Actually, over the last couple of days, I’ve had one of my depressive bits
again – caused once again partly by a comment somebody made on the immoral
state of a party that had been held – how he was supposed to have known when he
didn’t attend it I don’t know, and so I’ll take that with a grain of salt, and
the other thing was that whereas I thought I was going quite well in my playing
of
The Telephone, over the last day or so it seems to have fallen
apart, and though the Senior Coach,
Sheila Thomas, has been quite sympathetic to me and
keeps saying how hard it is, etc, I feel I should be able to do better with it,
particularly as the other two works in the programme are
harder to
play. And just when I think I’m sort of playing not too badly, one of the
singers or stage managers will turn around and play almost as well as I
ever do!
I wonder then whether I’m even remotely near to being of the right standard
required. It’s funny because earlier on this week, I’d been quite happy
about it all. However, I must persevere for the reasons mentioned in
previous letters at least for a year, and perhaps by that time I’ll really know
whether it’s worth while going on or whether I should go home and a
ditch-digger. I sometimes feel quite a lack of musical education and that
I’ve a tremendous long way to go to catch up, but it seems as though most of
the NZeders are in the same boat. I’ll have to somehow combat this
negative approach I think and plow ahead as though it didn’t matter. Lots
of prayers I think.
I must certainly write to Sister SA and I’m sure I can manage to do it
without cutting you out! It seems ages since I wrote to you anyway.
?.
Went to
The Bartered Bride at the NFT on
Sat evening – a 1932 film vaguely based on the opera, but with a much better
working of the plot and only occasional use of the actual music but very
energetic and taken at a frantic pace. The only bug-bear was the
necessity of ear-phones for a translation (it was in German – bits of which I
understood!), but one had to remove them to hear the music, which of course
they didn’t translate!?! On Sunday, though I had been going to go to
another film, I changed my mind at the last minute, on looking in my wallet, and
went for a walk on the
Victoria and Albert docks instead.
They were absolutely deserted, and vast. But it wasn’t really greatly
interesting, and so I just wandered around a bit – and think I discovered the
location that they used at one stage of the film
Bedazzled there.
On Tuesday, by sheer luck, Mike and I were able to go to a Festival Hall
concert – best seats at cheapest prices again – when we thought
we wouldn't be able to, and we saw the best concert I’ve ever
attended. First
Leonora No 2 by Beethoven (one of his
four overtures ! to
Fidelio –
he was
unsatisfied with 3) and then Barry Tuckwell, the big man in the horn-playing
line, played a Mozart Concerto – with a distinctly funny last movement.
This man plays the horn in the manner of one of those old film actors who are
so obviously being dubbed because they don’t move a muscle emotionally or
physically, apart from actually sort of moving around the instrument, whatever
it is. And yet the sound and music he makes is fabulous. And lastly
[
handwritten] aaagh, I’m not going to get it all in after all – I’ll
start another letter. Luv Mike.
Next aerogram...
What I was going to say at the end of the last letter was that lastly they
played Mahler’s First Symphony, with a rather augmented orchestra: five
trumpets and that sort of thing. It was conducted by Jascha Horenstein,
who although he isn’t that well known in London has quite a reputation as a
Mahler man – he must be about 70, [he was indeed seventy, and
died only five years later] and yet to conduct with the energy he uses
would take a 17-year-old all his time. You recall the Mahler 4th I’ve
got at home and which we both liked? It has the lady singing in the last
movement and she and the flute sort of get carried away as though the record
was being speeded up? Well, the first is so obviously the same composer
at work that parts of the two sound identical. It hasn’t the long slow
movement of the fourth symphony, but has instead a minor-key version of Frere
Jacque! (plus another counter-tune eventually running along the top).
The whole symphony is based on the interval of a fourth – if you sing F.J. to
yourself you’ll strike a fourth when you go Ding dong ding. Of
course apart from the fourth, there is a lot of surrounding material, but all
his thematic material, on which each movement is based derives from this fourth
interval. Remember on the way to ChCh I was telling you about the B.
Britten War Requiem, and how it is all based on the interval of a
second? Well, the idea is the same. And it is fantastically well
orchestrated. I was trying to do what we’d been told that day in our reps
class – to approach all older music as though it was new, and to try and feel
how people must have when a thing was considered revolutionary.
(Vice-versa, new music needs to [be] approached as though we were
already familiar with it!) Going on this basis, the music is really
fabulous – though one can see why Mahler has so long been neglected. The
last movement of the symphony, which by comparison with the other three is a
wild fury, was so exciting that the audience went mad at the end and clapped for
positively ages. We even stood up in the end and clapped, and people were
shouting bravo – especially Alistair Dawes (see previous ref.)
who had sat through the whole work as though any minute he might get up and
conduct with Horenstein. and who is mad on Mahler – after that performance,
anyone would be I think. I’ve never felt so terrifically
excited by anything musical before, and it really was a unique
experience. [It’s hard to imagine now that at this point, Mahler’s
music had hardly been heard for the previous thirty or so years.]
The next night we were allowed into an Aida general
rehearsal, which was fabulous as far as the leads went – the Aida was so
beautifully sung, and the tenor was rather glorious too. The girl who
played Amneris, who is sort of the villainess of the piece, had tremendous
stage presence, for an opera singer, but hadn’t half the voice of the
principals. The sets were fantastic. The opening scene is all gold
and black, and the costuming likewise – the next scene is the inside [of]
Amneris’ tent, which transformed into the huge courtyard where all the
spectacle bit comes in, and then we had a scene at night near the Nile, with it
all sort of gorgeously blue, and the costuming again fitting in, and then
finally the interior of the prison, first just two doors with a set of lamps
between, and then this goes and we see the tomb on stage level and a great slab
is lowered on chains, and people move about on this upper area, which has steps
leading off etc. Unfortunately, until the 3rd Act, by far
the best musically and dramatically, none of us Opera Centre people could take
it very seriously (most of the students were there) because in the second part
of the first scene the wall at the back opened out and a dozen or so
ballerinas, appropriately dressed, came out and did the most untidy ballet I’ve
ever seen, and then in the next scene in the tent, there was a male ballet,
which was equally sloppy, and then in the next scene, after one had got over
the rather hysterical process of the same dozen men coming on again and again
with different banners - going out one side and coming in the other again
– and they were always out of step! – there was another ballet in which not
only did they not seem to know what they were supposed to be doing quite, but
the lead ballerina was almost dropped into the pit by her three men
supports. She went head over heels between the 3, and after we’d got over
the initial shock of seeing her slip into their arms upside down, it was
impossible not to laugh at the sight of this very neat lady with her legs
sticking upwards at two quite ridiculous angles! In the tent scene there
had been a male lead dancer and he’d done some acrobatic things over his
supporters and almost fallen head first to the floor off one of their
shoulders! In the third act, the lighting, which was the aforementioned
blue, suddenly went pitch-dark, then all the working lights came up and
revealed the set as it really was, and this happened two or 3 times during the
act. The conductor had to stop several times because of the chorus who
didn’t seem to know some parts of it, and one poor small-part man was
constantly in the wrong place! Apparently he’d played another part in the
same production and there was always some production assistant coming up and
telling him he was wrong! What a night. But the singing was
good.
Here are some more students:- Hazel Sharples, a Negress with an
irresistible laugh, and who is very friendly, and who like many of the students
isn’t a
Londoner – lots of them feel about it the way I do. That it
is marvellous
to be there. She’s a SM. [
She was actually from Guyana – I had no idea
where that was at that time – and a year later we were seriously considering
getting married. She went on to have a successful career as a stage manager,
and died suddenly in 1995. A book prize for stage management students at
Guildhall is named after her.] Tony Something, a baritone, a
Welshman, who spends more time laughing at himself and life in general than
anyone I’ve ever met. Formerly a teacher, and one of those people you can
insult on very short acquaintance. Moyra [
Moira] Paterson, one of
several Scots, who with
Joyce McCrindle, another,
has spent all this time looking for a different flat. They’re right at
the other end of one of the tube lines I’m on. I’ve got to some work with
Joyce on Sat morning near Baker St, somewhere.
Tessa Cahill, a slightly plump, but very attractive and
very efficient sop.
Loreen [Laureen] Livingstone,
a diminutive Scots soprano, with very dark hair, and a very quiet way. Oh,
dear, look where I am again. [
handwritten] There’s just never enough
room on these things. Not to worry. Luv Mike.
